--30 APRIL --

today is the last day of April ..
im think back what u did in april ..
many stupid things ..
really many .. ahaha
and i hope in May , my life is nicer than April ..
out tomorrow..
watch ip man 2 !! many friends watched it ..
but they said ipman 1 nicer than 2 .. is it true ? and finally can meet carrie
LOL .. cause we always fail meeting .. T.T
and tomorrow morning out with family no eat mum mum ..
and waiting tomorrow can saw my beloved babe : )
but tomorrow night still need to go to tuition T.T
wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuuwuuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuw
so tired la !! T.T
monday - sunday also have ( include drawing class )
T.T .. working more better ? @@
and after my birthday i decided need to hardworking !!
wont lazy !! cause pmr is nearing now !!
scare that i fail T.T
especially SEJARAH !!
T.T

♥i 米修 , i 米修 , i 米修♥ - waiting tomorrow can see u , my beloved♥

-- 29 APRIL --

when morning ..
find my sim card ..
lost it ..
and argue with aunt ..
maybe im too strict with her ..
make her angry ?
so had a bad mood day at school T.T
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when home ..
dint talk with aunt ..
direct to upstair find my sim card..
finally found it .. zzz
maybe im blind .. soooo big at there also dint see when morning.
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make me worried a day LOL
almost 5 just reach home..
so cant sleep lor .. cause have to go tuition at 7 ..
free time to bath and be sopoh(crazy girl)
know how to be??
sing , shout , jump , alone at room ~ lol
crazy? nt inof ..
learn how to wash cloth by myself ..
zzz
i kip sweat lol ...
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before to tuition and after eat dinner ..
online ..
chat with friends lorrrr..
then 7 went to tuition ..
hais ..
from next month ..
WEDNES + THURS is maths class already..
but it was good for me..
i can learn more ^^
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and .. when saturday ..
finally i can see my boy cause
recntly we're busy of homeworks LOL
and meet my dear friends also and plan to watch
Yip Man ..
LOL .. i think will full .. so must arrive there early to book ticket..
who already watched it?
tell me tell me is it nice? X D



waiting on saturday : )

-- 28 APRIL --

cut hair already..
short .. i think so la.. Hmm
and school check hair + socks + nails ..
so i clip up my front hair when schooling.. T.T
look like study girl LOL ..
not nice not nice > < - - and today whole day never contact with my boy .. : ( when after went home .. direct sleep until morning .. actually want to wake at night then online .. but when im wake.. saw the sky turn to blue colour and i think .. is it i dream? why the sky will blue at night? LOL @@ and then .. when i open icebox .. my icecream was gone .. the last one ~ is my favorite !! ate by my brother .. i kill you !! T.T never mind .. dont eat also wont die :'( childish day @@

-- 27 APRIL --

what is the date today?
haha
what is the date today ?
it is ..?
our anniversary ^^
27 APRIL ♥
so i ♥ TODAY : )
hope got the third months , 4th , 5th , 6th ..
and more more more ..
today is the 59th says i love him ..
ahahah ..
but recently im busy .. he too ..
many things to do .. hais .. tuition again ~~
and add more classes at school also
but next week .. is the last week class tuition at school ..
and also school no ghost already
yuhoo^^
that was good for student .. HAHA !!
and then ..
my birthday is coming soon ..
who can sing birthday song to me?
haha ~ no need no need .. i sing myself ..
later my house mirro broken ~ !! hahaha just kidding ..
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stop writing here ..
goodnights : )

-- 26 APRIL --

when assembly , principal say she wont believe that our school have ghost .
.. LOL ..
and then if who shout again she will sent the student to another school
so bad right ?
but really no happens already ..
i think she find the 'bomo' come to kick the ghost ..
but still got people saw that .. just diam2 and tahan ~ haha ~
but most funny is .. principal was cried cause a
child , name alysha? dont know how to spell ..
he got cancer .. maybe still have 5 years to live ..
he was blinded now .. cause of that cancer
his mother was cried ..
pity .. i heard that the mother said ..
he got a sister studying and her ambition is become a doctor..
and she got a bro too .. studying also ..
is it so pity ? so we must appreciate we had a healthy body
and thanks god to give this for us ..
and alysya birthday is coming soon ..
so we sang birthday song in (english , chinese , and malay)
i hope she can happy always ..
let me pray for her : )
take good care , alysya : )

-- 25 APRIL --

today no ghost story ~ !!
HAHAHA ~~
today went to drawing class .. yamcha with friends .. City mall bought stationary ..
and lintas korea supermarket .. bought a tin of juice ..
bigbang taeyang promoter ..
juicy .. like it : )
today finally done my art at drawing class ..
another one, but cant take picture cause no phone T.T
still left 10 days my birthday ~ im counting down .. LOL
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after home just chatting and waiting
my boy online. .
but .. until now ( night day )
still not yet online .. is it busy? or any happens ?
im worrying T.T
where are you now?
we're without contact 2 days already ..
boring until play webcam with friends .. LOL
and eating junk food .. i keep eat today .. feel full already still eat ..
dont know why? look like crazy only .. LOL
hais ... he still not find me yet .. !!
T.T are u busy ?? i really worrying ..
message u dont reply ..
ZzZ
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tomorrow school again ..
i think have ghost again luuuuu~
wait my story tomorow again : )



W O R R Y I N G H I M : (

-- 24 APRIL --

exam today,
for sure wati present to school..
when getting start to exam..
she saw the ghost and heard the ghost is talking with her..
LOL .. she start cry .. and then teacher touching her head ..
and ask : who are you ?
she keep answer : me me me and keep crying ..
and then i don't know what teacher talk with her again ..
i keep look at her.. and sit nearing her ..
and then teacher bring her to office ..
she say don't want and say wanna stay at class ..
so teacher pull her to office and continue study ..
but after that ..
another people get happened again ..
shout shout shout ..
make i cant concentrate to exam .. L O L
got people say she is a girl but when shout , sound like boy .. LOL
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recess time ..
saw my friend pengsan .. again .. saw ghost ..
and another 2 students also saw and then cry cry cry ..
but .. got a class form3 ..
5 students had been possessed ..
got 1 student inside the class
run out suddenly and open the toilet which have ghost inside..
she keep pull the door ...
when the recess ring was rang ~~ she started shoutttt ~
ZzZ . . .
why until now .. the ghost still dont want to leave here?
for what ?
make us cant study only ..
>o< !!!!!!!!! - - today exam , all i know how to answer . WKAKAKA . maybe teacher told us what will out today .. thanks my dear teacher EMMMUAHSS - - today i dint sms anything with my boy whole day .. hais .. tomorrow he just back .. cant able soon !! T.T waw .. hate that my phone lost .. LOL fast fast daddy .. im waiting you : ) i wanna i wanna i wanna P H O N E A N D -Y O U -

TODAY AGAIN !!

wati present to school today ..
she bring a bottle of water
can protect herself
when PJK time .. she look strong ..
after that ..
she pengsan !! LOL ..
we tot she saw ghost again ..
manatau jsut feel dizzy + tired ..
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12pm like that ..
she saw a ghost at science room ~
she said : the ghost she come to her ..
and then the ghost is her friend !! LOL ~~~
i saw she like wanna go there ..
but all of us pull her away ..
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my friend tell me again ..
her friend saw total got 6 ghosts all our school ..
got one always sit on the stair ..
look students going up to class .
WAW ~ !! scary .. Zz
and also got another one form3 again ..
they said maybe ghost inside his/her body
she/he want to jump floor ..
is it the ghost wanna make us die just can leave ?
DAMN ..
really scare got a day get death case
LOL
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tomorrow exam ..
essay .. ENGLISH + BM ..
so suddenly ? is it principal really crazy ?
LOL
dont know who saw ghost + shout tomorrow again ..
haisssssssssssssss
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about my

♥

i dint sms him whole day LOL
but still got chatting on FB ..
he said he miss me so much?
i think i miss him more than him ..
LOL HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

AGAIN !

again ~
again ~
ghost again ~
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wati absent .. but still got ppl saw the ghost .. LOL
i saw a girl form3 ..
and another one is form 4 ..
the form 4 one is who saw a pregnant girl in the toilet ..
hais ..
why the ghost keep disturbing ?
damn damn damn ..
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next topic
my boy need to go to miri ..
sunday just back ..
but at night i fall asleep suddenly LOL ..
actually just wanna take a rest ..
sorry babeeee
manatau .. LOL
hmmm .. he maybe wont reply my msg cause he is driving to miri..
morning 5am !! waw.. super early..
earlier than me LOL
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
haisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!

GHOST AGAIN + SOMETHING

ghost case at school again ..
got 2 form2 students ..
and also yesterday my class friend(wati) ..
my class friend today look horrible ..
i think the ghost inside her body already ?
cause friend (jenny) when taking her to down stair ..
she splash the water to wati .. her eyes look at her with bigger eyes ..
so horrible .. mean that she is angry .. LOL ..
i think not long my school will close ..
my friend tell me maybe last time the principal open the door of the toilet which got ghost inside ..
maybe make the ghost angry ??
so come disturb us ?
recently keep got shout sound around my ear ..
shout shout shout ..
NOISY ..
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and i hope so wati will present to school ..
i think i will sit beside her ?
if i saw she is quite means get same happen again ..
i will awake her .. or shout her name ..
but not just me la .. discuss with other friend already ..
they will help together ..
if wati still no feeling .. i will slap her ..
LOL .. im nt hating her .. just want she wake up !!
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and also ..
got a girl say she was saw a girl pregnant walking at girls toilet ..
then i think .. WAW ? luckily never saw her when at toilet ..
cause i had many times to toilet ALONE ..
LOL ... they say cant get in toilet NUMBER 2,3,4 ..
hais .. i think i wont go toilet anymore !! waw ==
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when tuition at school .. i sit front seats ..
i can look clear opposite is the ghost toilet .. LOL
i keep look .. keep look ..but never see anything ..
that time .. form 2 students happened !!
i went to up stair to see ..
wa .. shout again .. LOL .. noisy ..
then i go near to them .. got 1 student was pengsan liao .. LOL
and then .. teacher say she was laught .. suspect that she is just playing ..
but for me .. i think she is real .. but she laught is by the ghost ..
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saturday exam ENGLISH + MALAY essay ..
so suddenly .. and i dont like new principal now ..
keep exam exam and tuition tuition ..
she want us get best result at PMR or SPM ..
but .. she always dont know what our feeling ..
SO TIRED !!
no transport then say us ponteng ..
zzz .. then say this is not the reason why .. !!
then u tell me the best reason or u fetch me to home la!!
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and early in the morning ..
at school .. cause of yesterday whole class dint present to tuition ..
so the teacher ask to down stair meet at place of assemply
and ask us to sit down on the floor .. give letter or ask parents to come school take us go home ..
waw .. so serious? just tuition only .. not school day ..
keep force us to tuition for what ?
haisss SO TROUBLE !! HATE SCHOOL !!
but .. i will concentrate also la ..
hmm
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today at school diam diam a day ..
just writing notes ..
just stay at class ..
i know u care me but i just wanna alone today
they keep look at me and keep say ( why lei lei first time like this LOL )
but hate dont know why recently keep headache .. LOL
but at last get better ..
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my boy just sms a msg ..
JUST ONE MESSAGE ..
he is the first time like this LOL
keep waiting keep waiting ..
i feel that getting far with him LOL
hope him as fast can finish his all homeworkssssss

goodnight : )

GHOST AND SADNESS

school ..
when science class , suddenly my class friend shocked ..
she say he saw a ghost standing front of the door ..
LOL .. she keep shout and say the ghost is come to her ..
is nearing !!
she keep shout and keep move and hug another one my friend
waw .. the teacher was call pricipal and teachers come out to take her away ..
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i dont know why im interested with it ..
so i go to the seat which just now my friend sit
and look at the door .. but .. cant see that ..
and then ..
asked my friend to say real ghost stories ..
she was told me that our school toilet which is locked and at top floor corner there ..
got ghost also ..
so me and her .. go to there to visit ..
but just at opposite la ..
but i cant see anything also ..
and she also told me that yesterday got 3 girls also saw ghost ..
and the ghost also go inside their body ..
LOL ..
ZzZ .. and she told me many others stories about ghost ..
im really interested with it ..
LOL .. feel not scary la .. just .. dont know why ..
hmm .. hope can saw my mummy ..
haisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss~
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today friend ask me to metro ..
i dont know and really not confirm how many boys and girls ..
i just say to my boy that maybe boys more than girls ?
im just be honestly ..
and also just guess only ma ..
feel he dont like it ?
when i ask him : u like i go or nt ?
reply : u like
i hate that he like LC me ..
but i know that u care me so just will be like this ..
he say he was so stress and bla bla bla ..
im was so hurt cause i feel his meaning is im making him become stressing ..
and im also got abit angry that ..
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230pm
i beg my phone borrow her phone to sms him ..
told him that i cant online ..
but he just reply : THEN ?
i got like this reply him before ..
he was angry me .. but why this time he like this to me ?
i hate .. nvm .. i tahan !!
and he ask i go enjoy , tell him for what ?
what the ?
i beg my friend until like a dog cause of what ?
i did it i get what ?
i dint go with my friend .. cause I WONT DO WHAT HE DONT LIKE !!
but when he ask what for i tell him ?
HURT again ~~
that time started headache .. dont know why ..
im headache until reach home ..
so take a rest .. SLEEP ..
but before sleep , tears felt out again ..
dont know why ?
im very tahan him already but ..
i kip waiting his msg ..
and .. i dont hope that when he find me is say a ***** to me ..

-- 19 APRIL --

firstly ,
happy birthday to Joanne yinn chyn , Sharon
joanne at singapore .. long time no see her .. missing her : (
also hope sharon all dreams come true and happy birthday : )
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today when at school association
got a supervisor(A) keep look at me ..
when sing NEGARA KU and SABAH TANAH AIR KU ..
maybe i never stand properly ?
she scold me .. she said : ( berdiri bagus-bagus la bah .. hormat sikit .. "BODOH" )
mother F ? ask i HORMAT but scold me BODOH !! ??
u like this HORMAT ma !! ?? do what supervisor ? eat ass la !!
and then .. when turn to principal speaking ..
pricipal ask all students to sit down ..
and when that time the sun is coming up .. SO HOT ~ !!
another one supervisor(B) stand the place which can help me block the sun ..
(A) was ask (B) go away , means that let i tahan the sun .. !! ( and i saw she was SMILE ) !!
WALAUWEH !! WHERE I MAKE U NOT FEEL COMFORTABLE !!??
WHY NEED TREAT ME LIKE THIS ??
U SAID I BODOH I ALSO NO LCLY U !! U LIKE THIS AGAIN !! ??
actually wanna tell disiplin teacher .. but u think the teacher will help who ??
for sure is the (A) lor ..
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KH class , do project again ..
cut this cut that ..
i cut a wood almost done but when my fren help me to cut ..
IT WAS BROKEN !!
OH MY GOD .. it is hard to cut .. im already waste 1 hour to cut this ..
never mind .. just forgive her ..
do again but TIME IS UP !! T.T
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when moral class ,
teacher wasn't at class ..
principal in my class suddenly and ask for class student clean the library !!
waw .. that kh project make my hand painful now do again .. OH GOSH T.T
was tired !! very tired !! T.T
actually can go home early .. but was late ..
my boy was waiting me at bus stop which outside my school ~
h. h. m. m. m ..
wuhoo rush rush rush !!
lucky no late .. im the 1st one who come out from school ..
PHEW W W W W ~~
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saw my babee boy ..
he said wanna bring me to eat .. i say dont wanna XD
but he say he wasn't eat yet .. so went to lintas "jia xiang"
HE EAT CHICKEN RICE(his ♥) , order ' sang nyuk men ' luh ~~
but i cant eat finish ..
so push it to my basket (my boy) XD
he very pro to eat LOL .. XDXD
im loser LOL ..
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after this go somewhere to talk talk
hahas HAPPY ME : )
cause i very tired today ..
so i asked him to hepl me massage XD
but .. HE IS NOT OK IN MASSAGE ..
i keeping complain with him .. hahas ..
and im was teached him .. better abit ..
and was take his phone to take picture ..
aiyeer .. iphone not good also ..
low quality !!!!!! XD
disappointed .. cause cant upload picture about me and him : (
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in the car , he was sang "be at one" to me ..
LOL .. he act like chinese ppl how to sing english song ..
LOL stupid + funny cavan chua =o= ( singing but look like is speaking )
and then ..
im was asked him : did u read my blog ?
he said ya ..
and then i ask : do you know which is the 2nd wish i wanna u to do with me?
HE SAY : HUG YOU ?
reply : NO
HE SAY : KISS YOU ?
reply : NO !!!
HE SAY AGAIN : THEN IS WHAT ?
reply : dont know !! i will delet that post !! dont need u know (got a little bit angry)
and then i told him : I NEED U BRING ME TO SEE SUNSET !!
HE SAY : when we go ?
reply : i lazy go with you already !! i go with friends !!
HE SAY : yer .. sorry bha .. ^^
im was pinched him ~
he like no feeling ? =.= maybe his skin is thick ?
wuhoo ~ not fun to bully :S
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reach home ..
time to say bye bye : )
he .. he .. he .............again XD
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~
now im waiting for my daddy come back ..
not for my phone ~
is .. i really miss him badly ..
missing his lion's hair ..
ahaha ~
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night need to tuition (malay)
i will misssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss him soooo much ♥
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my boy still not online yet ..
waiting .. waiting ..
but i need to offline soon
haisssssss : (

-- 18 APRIL --

early in the morning ..
accompany aunt + uncle to eat
and shopping.
i bought a sliper and stationery
finally bought a pencil box.
haha ~ form 1 - 3 never use pencil box before.
is it im poor ?
nono ~ cause i dont like : (
just suddenly wanna : )
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go home ..
waiting husband online ..
from 11am until now 3pm ..
he told me that maybe 11am will reach here ??
nvm .. i just wait for him ..
hais .. feel boring + lonely ..
OMG ~~~ !! =.=
wait .. waiting .. wait ..
when back when back when back ??
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FB - ing ..
chat with carrie and more ..
talk about ... ?
something only la ..
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recently keeping listen YIRUMA 's music ..
got a song names ' kiss the rain' , made i cried ..
waw .. ? LOL ~ =.=
but i most like is 'river flows on you'
replay replay .. repeat repeat .. encore encore !!
haha ~ very nice ..
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now im still waiting for him ..
phew ..
faster faster my husband !!
=.=
hehe ~~ tomorrow got a nice drama at school ..
wanna see ? come come ^^
who know this sure know what i talking about ~ !!
waiting ... waiting ...
....................................waiting.............................................
viewing earing , jacket on HAIYO MALL
waw ..
my eyes become BLUR
toooo many thingss there selling..
cool ..
and i also changed my blog's song
to yiruma's music ..
nice right? i like all his music ..
can make me become relaxing ..
and SLEEPY also ..
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almost nearing 4pm ..
finally he is back and chat with me ..
argue .. ~ !!
1st , im was asked him why late? not 11pm ma?
he said family problem .. so 1pm just starting back ..
and then direct go 1b ..
and he was tried to keep find wifi ..
but cannot ? hahas .. he is sha gua ^^
and then ..
he asked me out but i say a word LAZY with him ..
maybe i angry at him cause wait too long ?
i know thats my fault ? sorry husband ...
i know that will made u become sad , hurt , angry ..
sorry ..
but now we are fine : )
but he told me tomorrow start to be busy ..
until may 14 .. is MAY 14 !!
mean may 6( LOLS's birth of date ) also not free ..
H.A.I.S ~
im was told him something about my father ..
waw .. he is the 1st one know this . LOL
and then .. i told him i got asked my father before that i wanna study
at tw ..
ahaha ~ he replied T.T to me ..
and say i will throw him away ..
ahaha !! kawai neh ..
>.<
then i reply , u also need to study at oversea soon ma ..
he say after 2 years ..
w.a.w !! my turn to T.T luh ?
hmm ~ and then i asked him ..
we can together until 2 years ma?
he say see us de .. LOL
so husband .. u must BERKERJASAMA O ^^
and he ask me must be guai , LOL .. im nt guai ma? T.T
i said : if i guai how 1st ?
replied : i will kiss you .
OMG just a kiss for me T.T
then he say : what i want he will give me ..
i say i want he free on may 6 ^^
ahahas ~ but .. he say (ok "lor" )
add a lor at behind look not comfirm ? haisssss
wuhooo ~~ very hope fast can fly to may 6
HE IS MY PRESENT !! ^^ although he is already mine :D
WKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA !!
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my father was called me just now ..
he say wanna buy me N85 .. LOL
i dont like nokia la babarrr ~ but he was said me so "yam jiam"
HAHA !!
i miss him badly T.T
he say next month like 20 something just can back : (
suddenly so miss him ..
hais .. daddy i ♥ u !!!
when he back for sure i will take a picture with him !!
MEMORIES ^^
i ♥ u , BABA : )
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continue tonight
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just know uncle house's kakak so stupid ..
remember cook meat but forgot cook rice
waw ~ !! we just eat meat la ??
maybe she so busy talk with my house's kakak?
lol ~ talk talk talk =.=
hungry la .. lucky still got husband accompany me ^^
im was told him that no matter how i angry at him ,
if he muahs me , for sure i will forgive him ..
not like him BLERK ~ !!
muahs him how many times also the same
ANGRY >o< XPXPXPXPXPXPXPXPXPX !!
wohoo ~
maybe 7pm something he need go to yoyo ?
T.T
.................................................. he is going ...............................................
he told me his fren will bring him to cyber after yoyo ?
so im waiting him to cyber and then online find me ..
waiting.........wait..........waiting.........again
my neck feel pain le..
sit here almost half day ! ~
waw ~ !!
robot .. LOLS

-- 17 APRIL --

exam today,
maths i still can do but sejarah and moral ..
a little bit hard.
sejarah cause im sleepy so i just tembak
moral i copy answer from my fren ..
cause a;; student which take moral also copy answer
from exercise book LOL ..
see .. it is hard ..
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today husband need go to mount kinabalu ..
i no phone again ..
cant sms with him ..
he online awhile .. ( 10 minutes )
chat with me ..
he tell me that he sure will miss me badly ..
wuhooo while feel happy but while feel wanna crying
cause i think im missing him more then he missing me.
tomorrow he just back ..
i will feel bored that he never beside me ..
but .. i know he always live inside my heart ..
-i wanna hear u sing ( be at one ) to me ..
i will feel its funny WKAKA
-i wanna see sunset together with you ..
i will feel romantic ^^
-i wanna u hold my hand and hug me always ..
i will feel you're mine ^^
-i wanna you kiss me always ..
i will feel im flying in the sky^^
-i wanna sometimes u touch my head softly ..
i will feel happy + shy ^^
i wanna i want i wanted YOU

i love this muchiee : )
although his draw not so nice

♥

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and happy birthday to JIA YEE SIAW ^^
Lois : yee , happy birthday babee ^^
hope all ur dreams will come true
laught always WKAKA !
16's jia yee , become more beautier ^^

(this is when we working together
at timesquare bata .. missing there ..
and cause of this .. lot of ppl called me as BATA MOi ,
wuhooo ~ im bata moi .. LOL !! ><)

but she told me she dint go out to celebrate ,
waw..
pity babee ~ hais ..
sayang i no out today ~ if not i celebrate with u ..
be happy oh babee jia yee : )
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and suddenly dont know why click into a website ,
there is talking about
'女孩，请铭记你十九岁时爱上的那个人'

there written :
十九岁，是一个女孩刚刚明白了什么叫“喜欢”，什么叫“爱”的时候。
十九岁，是一个女孩最青春美丽的时候。
十九岁，是一个女孩对爱情最真诚，执著的时候。
女孩，如果你在十九岁的时候爱上了一个男孩。那么，请你铭记他的脸，因为你可能需要用一辈子去忘记这张脸。

十九岁的你，不会明白什么叫作门当户对。
十九岁的你，不会想到什么是“潜力股”。
十九岁的你，不会觉得面包比玫瑰浪漫。
如果说，每个人都有作梦的年龄。那么，每个十九岁的女孩在自己的梦中都是幸福的公主，有深爱的王子和幸福的生活。
女孩，如果你在十九岁爱上了一个男孩。那你必定会用尽全身力气去爱他，哪怕只换来半生回忆。

十九岁的你，爱上他，绝不是爱他的物质实力，因为你还不懂什么叫现实。
十九岁的你，爱上他，就是爱他这个人，毫无杂质，单纯而完美的爱情。
十九岁的你，爱上他，你是在用自己最美好的青春岁月去换一个和他的未来。
十九岁的你，爱上他，必是用尽了全身的力气，不顾一切的去爱。
女孩，请铭记你十九岁爱上的那个你。你注定今生都无法忘记他。

你把一生最美好的时光用来爱他。
你把一生最单纯的爱献给了他。
你用自己最美丽的岁月来陪伴他。
你不顾一切的去爱他。
女孩，请铭记你十九岁爱上的那个人。
因为他一定是你真正爱的人。
以后的岁月，你会明白，你很难再去单纯的爱上一个“人”。
女孩，请铭记你十九岁爱上的那个人。
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十九岁 ? really ?
but i dont think so ~
cuz i feel now im already found him ^^
its CAVAN CHUA ^^
babee husband ~ I LOVE YOU ^^
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and something happen at my friend ..
got someone .. hmm ~
if after take action ..
i just post it ..
sorry ..
ahahas ..
babee husband , if wanna know ask me ^^

-- 16 APRIL --

school time ,
listen to my husband must concentrat ..
so today whole day be good girl ..
just study study study ..
< < < - - - like that
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but .. the money girl (ammy wong) "fan" my dear babee fren (her cousin) eyes, waw !! her cousin also like this ? she is changed .. i very hate her attitude now !! so , if she "fan" eyes with me again , for sure i pull her bag then ask .. if she LC me , direct slap .. no face give !! last time already give up to slap her , now LC us again ?? do she so wanna argue ?? M.F !! dont say her already

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time to go home ,
suddenly think of my husband !!
ohw yea !!
so i sms him used friend(novel kong) 's phone..
tankss babee novel ^^
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he come to fetch me ^^
happy happy my dream come true again
can see him !!~ ^^ ~
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finally he is arrive.
he bring me to a car shop service to take something.
after that
he was..
he was..
BAD !! ~
know i cant eat ICECREAM still show front of me T.T
cavan chua !! i tahan you !! ^^
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after this fetch me home , wuhoo ~
" BU SE DE "
need to say bye bye soon =(
he was kissed me , don't want tell u which part :P
im lovin' it ^^
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im listening
M2M - pretty boy
oh my pretty pretty boy i love u , never ever love no one before you.
pretty pretty boy , just tell me you love me too.
^^ i love the lyric : )
pretty cavan husband , just tell me you love me too !! HAHA !!
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* to someone , *
dont you regret what u decided before.
its choose by you.
u made i cry , about now . im forget already.
family is more important than love .
dont hate your daddy anti u couple.
he wont like this forever .
and time cant be return .
we are past tense .
dont blame it all to yourself .
useless also .
i just can be friend with you
so , we're friend , friend forever , friendship forever.
remember ya : )
TAKE CARE FRIEND : )
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tomorrow exam :(
scare that my maths fail ><
but i will try my best [ :

-- 15 APRIL --

when morning at school ~
when going upstair ,
wuhoo~ saw the money girl (ammy wong)
waw !! i never do what for her,
she ( fan ) eyes with me !!
waw !! make me nyet sai early in the morning only !!
SPOILER !!
so i scold her " ( 'FAN' LIN A !! ?? )
she "diam diam" pula ..
maybe she not dare do what for me ?
scold me also not dare just dare to "fan" eyes?
wuho ~~ !! cool
but not fun lar .. not fun to ply
see ? i no do what also she like this ?
this is her real real real and real face ..
hmm .. who wanna be friend with her again ??
her KKMS friend ??
wohoo ~ now almost form 3 - 5 students dont like her already.
hahas , AMMY , got a day sure get beat by someone der ..
im not comfirm is who ..
you like this attitude sure give beat lar ~
be people's FOX lagi ~~
more geng !! i also need to called u as MASTER !! ==

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NEXT TOPIC ,
today my boy not yet find me
sad .. =(
im waiting .. keep waiting ..
no phone again ~
later tuition ..
more cant talk with him ..
T.T
im missing him much much !! ~

-- 14 APRIL --

the bus come early suddenly !! ~
im was rush and the bus kip horn made me nervous ~
DAMN ~
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before to school , was saw my friend sms me that will have sportcheck ..
but i think that i can hide my phone so i bring.
after that , my friend (rowena) ask me and my fren(sachine) give the phone to her to hide it .
but at last also dint have sportcheck . .
ok nevermind. me and sachine go find rowena.
rowena was said that our phone at a student form2 there..
so we went to find her.
the student say all the phone inside the bag.
AT LAST ! MY FREN ALL PHONE HAVE INSIDE EXCEPT ME !
WHAT THE ?
WHY ONLY ME?
got something happened that time again ~
im was shocked so i ask my boy for call me.
actually after tok with him wanna to call my aunt.
BUT !! MY TEACHER WAS SAW ME TOKING PHONE !!
SHE WAS ASKED
" WHY TALK PHONE IN SCHOOL ? " ,
" WHOS PHONE IS IT ? " ,
" TO PHONE GIVE TO WHICH TEACHER DURING SCHOOL TIME ? "
SO MANY RUBBISH QUESTIONS TO ASK !!
that was my fren(shu yi) 's phone ~
ok~ she and i go in to tok with the teacher !!
the teacher SO LC !! kip waste out time !!
stand for 30 minutes again !! tell her oledi that phone was taking by a tchr named lee lee ken,
I TELL HER I GO FIND THE TEACHER !! SHE SAY NO NEED !! WHAT SHE WANT ??
IS IT WANT THE PHONE ? JUST SAY LA !!
say 1pm go visit her again ~
ok ~ time to solve my thing 1st.
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im was asked rowena whr is my phone?
she said at toilet there. i go find. NO ..
asked back her ., whr again.
she said again at form 2 there.
ok~ im was found her and tok to her.
she form2 student. she said my phone at form 5 there..
that time my boy was come my school ~ lol ..
NEVERMIND !! FIND THE FORM 5 PEOPLE !!
THE PPL WAS SAID THAT SHE NEVER TAKING THE PHONE !!
WHAT THE *Q???
GO FIND THE FORM 2 STUDENT AGAIN !!
at canteen ,
found her. she said she never take my phone before its colour
(FRONT IS BLACK AND BEHIND IS ORANGE COLOUR !! )
OK !! FINE !! DECIDED TO FIND THE ROWENA AGAIN !!
that time was saw shuyi them . .
shuyi ask me to visit teacher disiplin !!
OK ~~ GO TO VISIT HER 1st ~
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that time at library was saw rowena..
maybe im too angry to hit the table??
but i also need to say sorry to rowena.
im just wanna tok nicely with you.
my fren(jong) was helped me to check her bag.
not found my phone.
so i come out and teacher disiplin was come out ~
im was toking english with her cause im lower MALAY ==
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she was asked
" whos phone is it? "
ans its shuyi de.
ask again. " why wanna tok phone at school?
im ans cause i wanna call my aunt.
" why wanna bring a boy come in to school ? "
i say he is my cousin lol.
SO SHE WAS ASK ME TO VISIT HER ..
I ALONE ONLY !! ALONE !! ITS ALONE !! OMG !!
1st time ~~ nevermind. i must responsible ...
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FINALLY ANSWER IS !!
NOTHING CAN GET , JUST LOST.
luckily i got take out sim card + memory
before give to my rowena
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he fetch me home ..
i feel he is angry??
sorry my babee .
i know u need rush to school.
sorry im forgot u got class again~
sorry.
im sorry.
i dont know how we contact with u?
using my fren phone?
sure i will try.
at home using internet? OMG T.T
SO OMG !!
and just know im tried to tell my aunt my phone lost.
she was said
" i nothing can say, nothing can do for you,
i wont beat u, wont scold you,
i wont care u anymore. just wait my father come back. thats ALL !!
im already no energy to care u again ~ im trouble.
please, dont trouble me again."
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im was hurt to hear that.
yes im useless.
then? tot i want to be?
i know this not the 1st time i lost.
sorry my aunt.
if time to return ~ i wish that dont bring.
but i know time, is cannot be return.
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i no eat from morning.
until now.
no mood eat again ~ HAIS !!!



BAD LUCK ?!!? >< !!
ALWAYS BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY
LOST MY PHONE !! HATE !!
DAMN !!

and my hand hit by someone.
T.T one more place "black green"
at last i also used bottle hit him back.
WKAKAK!!

-- 13 APRIL --

today really no exam ,
hais .. means that saturday need to go school for exam !!
damn ..
today my class whole student went to visited principal.
pricipal say my class DIRTY + MANY STUDENT ABSENT ALWAYS
waw .. my class not so dirty lor ..
so shy cause of this.
and was stand for 30 minutes there i think : (
tired la ..
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time to go home.
beloved fetch me : )

~ WKAKAKA ~
HIS DREAM IS COME TRUE : )
my hug was his dream , his kisses was mine ^^
wo ho !! wo ho !!
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huhu , promised him i wont eat ice cream anymore.
i will try to do this babee : )
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tonights dont know have to tuition or not .
hope so DONT ^^
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he gonna to do PROJECT , pity him : (
gambataeee : )
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I LOVE U BA Bii ^^

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school time,
bring my tupperway bottle to school.
i bought it long time ago, but now i jus bring it to school cause feel it so "cha tang" ,
lazy taking it : (
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at class , im was dare to put phone on the table ~
but got bottle covered , but actually stil can see it obvious
teacher still cant see it. very SIII TUU PID = STUPID ^^
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and today at school ,
im was back the money girl rm 3~
wanna know how the step i give her?
^^
1st , saw her reading book there.
then going in , but she never saw me. weird.
so obvious . but maybe her eyes got problem : )
im was hit her table , she was shocked : )
happy me (:

to her : is it the feel so comfortable when shocked?
hahas. happy that u took back ur honey money?
SMILE ONE : )
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when examing geo ,
wow ~ my pencil problem suddenly,
i fix it wasted 30 minutes !!
means taht still got half hour to done my geo :(
no choice , just can *TEMBAK* = guess
hope i lucky ^^
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afternoon ,
he fetch i go home : )
happy happy~~
muahs ~^^~
bue he no hold my hand when in car . .
:'( wanna to tell him but so shy la if i wanted T.T
nevermind i can understand it baby~
finally back from school exam .
so weird that actually tomorrow continue the last exam day.
but was changed to this saturday.
maybe? HATEx
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FB - ing , MSN - ing , Listen - ing SONG : )
and, let i ask u guys some question

is it can die cause of LOVE or hurt yourself ?
is it LOVE must do sexual ?
is it LOVE can be you life ?
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hey please mature.
we should not do this
except love , got family , friends and more.
if you do this i think you're an idiot or crazy.
i just post this for someone.
although he aren't my friends.
just take care . BE happy with your girl
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nights gonna to tuition.
just now he msg me told me that he regret no hug me !!
ahahahs ~ i know he is stupid : )
~^^~