i was thinking about you,thinking about me, thinking about us

hey blog ! I'm Back again .
i will update once when i feel i miss blog again =D
but i think no one willing to read anymore cause really didn't update it long time.
it was almost monthly ago =S
uhmm, I'm great . and I'm still waiting my phone is fixing ahh -.-
iph4 was a suckie phone =P
i don't like touch phone oh :( . and also it will off itself when i have emergency ah ! HOK.
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and during my school holidays .
i have my trip with my family , went to hk.
but cause of my phone is fixing .. so i could'nt take much picture =.=
and i don't like ip4 camera . sucky =P
only a little inside my brother's camera . not so much oh =S how sad.








about my love stories.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. appreciate every seconds with him oh .
twenty-five of November . The happiest day we ever =D
maybe sometimes u and i didn't by each other side when we needed
but it doesn't matter , as long as you're still in my heart then is alright =P
remember always oh , you're mine =P and I'm yours too =P . As Always.
apologize that i didn't have much time or freedom can accompany you always .
and i knew u miss me a lots =P . But u may meet me in your dream , hold me and never leave
Sometimes , u have touched my heart =') i felt want to cry oh. only u don't know hahaha.
i love you as always my beloved potato ='P






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bbye bloggie

I . M . BACK

hey sisters , brothers , friends , and cousins.
i am back !
haha
last time feel lazy to update my blog.
but now imma missing ! :)
holidays is started !
went to many places also .
this year holidays i'm not going to find any part time job
but i miss the 2 months worked at cp .
miss there so freaking bad :)
sigh ! no any plan for this year.
death ! what to do ?
eat drink play sleep .
that's all ? oh gosh .
gonna be a fatty woman soon !
:)
besides that , i have a little bit interesting about photography .
oh no ! but no camera , bro selfish don't want to borrow.
he said I'm rough enough.
O.o

today =)

hello Bloggie .
recently I'm great .
and this morning , went to Beverly eat Fish
funny that my aunt after home straight to toilet .
lol maybe there's dirty ? hmm don't know .

A F T E R N O O N

actually plan to watch movie but delay until tonight T^T
tomorrow have to school again .
die lo ? tomorrow have to bring my panda eyes to school =S

lastly , i changed my blogg's song .
haha
why ?
i love the lyric haha

yesterday , today

yesterday , sunday
went to suria watch [the child eyes] with justina , cynthia and another 2 persons
although not really scare so .
but my wife(justina) and i still using hands cover our eyes and shout ! lol
kinda look like crazy .
hahaz .
anyway , have fun with u guys


♥

TODAY

absent to school =)
be a '' good good girl '' stay at home :)
but i have followed aunt to servay but my shampoo =.=
my ''EyesCream'' , and Rocky ! haha .

=P

thats all .
have to stop at here
see yahh my bloggie :)

向前 x 退后

昨天去了亲戚家，玩的超HIGH的
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但当我以起床时，我的颈很痛 ！
现在只能看左，没得看右 =o=
也打了千万次喷嚏，伤风感冒了=o=

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最近生活蛮不错 =)
会考幸好及格。 哇哈哈
。。
我也爱上了''它''

早上吃
下午吃
晚上吃
学校吃
家里吃
车里吃
温习也吃 ：）

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为什么我的部落没歌了？
有问题，神经~
算了
。
就这样吧
拜拜










你好吗？我想你

三分钟部落各

今天有点忙。
那只好用三分钟部落好了
何谓三分钟部落？ 意思是只限三分钟之前写好今天要写的东西咯。
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今天也没什么特别。
不过人家学校是11点放学。
但今天我的学校1.30才放
不过今天我好听话，尽然听课
果然有吸收到。开始爱上科学，也爱上老师了
‘’我好变态‘’哈哈说笑

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生气的事
家里工人竟然三八给我姨听我的坏话
他认为她是一位出色厨师吗？
一直加盐加醋
讨厌

受难日

今天对我来说，应该会很难过吧
所以我把它称为‘受难日’
耶稣都有受难日，那何妨我没有？
因为今天
我难过过
我哭泣过
我放手过
我后悔过
我生气过
我误会过
我讨厌过
我也挽留过
有试过做勇士（brave woman），试着去找''某人
但时刻一道，我还是放手
我是在浪费时间吗？
觉得有点白痴哼
到现在，没什么进展
也没什么希望了。
也只好说：再见

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This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

歌词熟悉吧?
不用通过我的介绍也许你也知道什么歌曲
你，是聪明的　＝］




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关于我的生活点滴。
我最近还好啦
只不过一直头痛
尤其是当我要摆头是，头更痛。好像重重的
辛苦死了。又没人帮我按摩，不舒服 =P
说笑。

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一边听着我的部落音乐，果然写部落都很有 M O O D
如果有一天，我忘了以前，忘记某人
不再写部落是关于他的。
那我会考虑换另一首
所以，如果有谁发现我的部落歌曲不同了。
你们也应该知道的　＝］
但目前，我还换不得　=D

－
好了，差点忘了是时间到conclusion了
再会　＝）

what , who , where and when

happy birthday to meeia's mother.
meeia was my cute cousin niece .
i called her mother as ''mama meeia'' =D
and today , open house at meeia's house .



this time i make up myself .
still look okay right ? or weird ? hmm .



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and the next day . 22nd , moon festival .
sure together eat with family . yes i did .
but after that , i have to go to tuition =(
cant play lantern this year .
but so stupid that after home , i take out a lantern is using battery
and play alone at room . LOL !
im childish i knew =D
but it is just a chinese traditional culture =)

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today 。 24th
the 25 days alone .
and its very near a day . the day which i cant forget .
for previous , im happy when it was coming
but now , i'm bringing tears to hope the day can pass as fast
ddo yyou rremember ?












ddo yyou ?
hmm

i miss u , Bloggie.

我又回来的。我太想你了，我的宝贝部落
今天是18号了，也就是第十九天之一个人的日子
我好笨哼？ 还要算==

－
最近也生病了
头痛可是又没发烧　，　奇怪？！
我不能摇动我的头太快或奔跑，不然我的头会很痛。
可是有时我不动，它也会痛
我市又病了吗？ 呸！别想太多。 保佑！
可是我还是出去玩。

－前两天。
约了好友。（一年没见了）
想死我了。

三位傻婆

我的宝贝

－
〉〉当然也不少了她

－
最近都披着外套出街，以免着凉　＝（
今天，出去吃早餐。
我又染了发
可是又被骂了。
等下又要染回 :[



不多说，头又痛了
还打算等下去购物。取消了，因为头太痛　！
还想呕的感觉　








-bye-

Maybe This is my Last Post On my Blog.

im totally enough.




this i lyric was the 1st lyric when i just read.
im was crying while read.
keep repeat and repeat .

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如果一切靠緣份　何必痴心愛著一個人
最怕藕斷絲連難捨難分　多少黎明又黃昏

就算是不再流傷心淚　還有魂縈夢牽的深夜
那 些欲走還留一往情深　都已無從悔恨

早知道　愛會這樣傷人　情會如此難枕　當初何必太認真
早明白　夢裡不能長久　相思不如回頭　如 今何必怨離分

除非是當作遊戲一場　紅塵任他淒涼　誰能斷了這情份
除非把真心放在一旁　今生隨緣聚散　無怨無悔有幾人








sorry for all my dear friends.
all the best =)
take care
goodbye =D

Im Back , My Bloggie ♥

recently busy so dint care about my blog =)
but finally , Im Back

how's life recently?
im okay . wont feel alone =)
keep hang out with friends . thats why i dint feel lonely haha
Although sometimes think back in the past, but I still want to bring a smile.
when i watching movie , missing the moment when hugging him as my pillow
i think I have to bring with own pillows and watch haha .
Do n't think that I am very sad , i Didn't =) just suddenly feel funny .
and The only occasionally nerve =P
it was a past , just sometimes think =)

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recently ,went to diner with my all cousin .
this was the first time all cousin meet together =)
but dint take picture =o=
just got my Pig Face =P

PIG


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go to labuan again .
visit my uncle .
haihh .
but this time , bought lots of chocolate for dear buddies .
and im ready to be a postwoman , send those chocolate to them haha .

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and also , although now is during holidays .
but school still got class.
but today was the last day =)


ow ~ Hate the Sun

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see my eyes , Watering
am i crying ?
answer : N O T ! :)

and was dyed my hair .
but now dye back cause my aunt scolded T.T
why cant dye ha ?
=(


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two weeks holidays .
but next week have to be study week !
NO OUT ! NO PLAY !
YES STUDY !
=)

好久没动部落的我 ， 最近

由于最近出去，很累所以懒得动部落的我。
今天终于也开笔了。

最近做了什么？
－去了纳督，家人有时了。
我哭了，就这样
不多说，我希望能保佑他，保佑　。

－
接着，
跟朋友蹓出去，看了不少部戏
也许这样我会感觉较好，就只有这样




－
最近生活是否好过？
好啊，被什么差别
只是每人在我旁边一起看戏而已



－
也没什么好说。
朋友的看法，意见，希望　。
小妹在此谢了　，　我也希望能实现。
只不过不懂某人是否知道或听见？




－
我不会把我的希望摆得高高的，我只是等。
这就是命运
我明白



－
你们也许听不懂我在讲什么吧？
不用尽，因为我也不懂 =）

抱歉。

后悔，我错过

我错了，大错特错

并不是他不爱

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而是我把自己的机会，当成是垃圾。
就这样，机会消失了
没了。
完了。


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我得了许多，这是我谈过那么多恋爱之中
最好，最深，最快乐，最美好的一次
我会永远记着这次。
只不过偶尔就算想要再， 也许已没有了
就这么多
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我们并不是因为不爱对方，
只是情况变了，就算在一起也会有下一次的伤
我明白。
也许偶尔想回和他的回忆，我会笑着；而不是哭泣
让我明白，爱情的一半意思是什么。
就像爱情的最后，当其中一个说分手时，
而说的那个人必须觉得很光荣，并不是
可是我以前就这样，幼稚吧？
真丢脸。
其实，当说分手的那个人
往往比接受的人还要难受。
也许吧？
还是我装聪明？哈哈
这就我的看法。
我又换回''Yiruma's Love Me ''作为部落各的音乐
我不是因为什么，只是偶尔开着听听
回想起一切　。。。
突然也会笑起来，那是我自然的笑。
这次只不过是人生中酸甜苦辣里的''苦''而已
如果人生没苦，那什么是人生? 没意思

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我应该学习新的东西（不是去溜新的==）
学习整理好自己。
不可以乱七八糟 。
就像现在，真的有时想要奖赏自己一巴

-朋友，我好。 我很好。
把自己的心情分享了去来，感觉更好-
明天国庆日，都不知要去哪里。
真想去海边， 好久没去
也可能呆在家， 休息
培养和调理好自己 ，准备星期三考试
王蕾蕾 ！ 加油！　＝）





strong - I'm always be .
weak -I'm sorry goodbye .







__END__

自己的我，终于回来了

朋友们， 你们不需要在想着我在做什么傻事
我不会的，我已经懂了， 明白了， 看开了， 忘记了
爱情总算有结束的一天 ，就算可以白头到老
也得经过生死关 。

而我的爱情呢 ，刚告一段落
也要谢谢 crystal 点醒了我一下
因为我就是不甘愿去醒过来
可是我讨厌的，我竟然那么笨蛋片我自己还以为可以缓回
－
有个晚上，我发了一场噩梦（不算是恐怖）
发梦到我和他分开
我后悔了不是没有把它忘了，是为什么我还不醒
也感谢天，　为我发了这场有用的梦

－
她如果要自由，＊在这里　，拿去吧
我也很累　，　也该休息了






－
我不会觉得很浪费时间，也不会很伤心
我也不会哭
因为我已用哭的时间哭了
伤的时间已都伤了
想他的时间都想了
我得过他的爱，我荣幸
我得过他的幸福，我甘愿
彼此爱过，　是过去

人是要向前，最近没有好好读书
我也得听听老师讲课了



－
不是我不愿意改，只是他不肯愿意信
不是我不愿意缓流这段爱情，只是他已经放弃了
不是不刚，只是我不是他需要牵着手一起走的那个人




－
终于到了休息时间　









the end

27 ， 普通数字吗？

每个人心里都会至少有个问号
而‘他’的问号是什么？
‘他’是否知道[我]的问号是什么？
如果可以用我生命来换取他的一个问号，我愿意
我真的不懂 。
‘你’ 是否可以告诉我 ，你的问号是什么？

我根本不知道我耐性又多就寿命　，
你可以别再让我等吗？
不是我不愿意　，　只是我不想让自己一直在想　。　我会傻


＊他是否记得今天２７？　也许对他，已不重要　
今天只历里不过在他日历里的其中一个普通的日期　。
是吗？可以告诉我？
我还在等着你找我。
你还记得我吗？
还是把我忘了？


－



8月２７號（星期五），在你月曆上標示一下，晚上你可以看到兩個月亮！

你這一生肯定只發生這一次，火星距離地球約五千五百公里，

晚上用肉眼看起來像滿月一樣大，下次發生是２２８７年了。

*他能陪我一起看吗？
我想今晚也许我一个人吧 ~



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可以别再让我哭泣？
你一天没找我　。　对我来说一天就像似一年

我习惯，一边上课一边跟你信息。
可是，我只不过拿着电话对着你的脸看。不说话

我习惯，　等待着你的信息
可是，电话重来没响过

我习惯，有时和你开玩笑
可是，玩笑已没开很久了

我习惯，咬你
可是，我只可以咬我自己

我习惯，抱你
可是，我只可以抱你送给我的熊熊

－这几种习惯，是否需要开始改变？　还是保留？　可能会回来？
请你给我明确的答案。
　

最近。不知何时

最近都和家人出去。
因为没什么时间出了。
我的会考告诉我 ： ‘ 我要来了’ 。

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不知何时 。（忘记日期==）
和表哥姐去看戏。
表姐又把我当了白老鼠。
画了亮银眼线 。
回家后眼睛痒痒地 T 。T
她也同时帮我分了右边线

看到吗？ （像鬼）

家人说我[重]了，
朋友说我[肥]了，
我也觉得我[胖]了




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考试
最近一直考试 ， 讨厌 ！
我的数学分数越来越低，而我的国语好像一直上升。
HAIHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
没办法，只好乖乖读书。

还有，被逼喝这个

（看到白开水里都点带青吗？）
那可不是毒药 ， 那只是叶绿素 （chrophyll)
T 。T *讨厌


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我记得今天
是星期日 ， 最闷
所以我记得


我觉得拍照对女的来讲是不会[咸]的



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还有今天 ，[六]

姨帮了我买校衣（白）
第一天穿领子硬邦邦 ， 超辛苦的
而且明明买的大小一样，
不过当我穿了好像
[小人穿大鞋] = 。=







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补习

突然不想听课 。
只对着''它''一直拍




蓝企鹅
希望它可以在我家一日营
可是这不可能发生（除非我的家在南/北极） ， 它还可能是我领居


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最后



上次''他''送给我的花 枯了
可是我还是保留它。
它对我有很深的回忆






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最最后 =）
我爱我的眼睛 ， 但我更爱''他''

今天。意外

早上就像平常那样，学校上课。

－
到了下午，
回家。
大约５ｐｍ左右。
电话竟然忘记关掉脸书就睡着　！！
电力竟然从青色降到红。
当工人叫我起床时，　发现电话没有画面的！
我还以为是坏了～
怎么知道，原来是没电！！
我的妈呀 ~
我赶着去楼下拿充电器 ，还差点跌到。
好彩没跌到 ==
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终于充到电，以开电话。
信息又多，misscall 又多
全部都是他的。
嗨 ToT ，
我又弄他没心情了。

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又弄得他没吃。



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对不起。老公

15 - 16 aug .

14aug - 昨天，　跟他吵了大架　。
后来也和好了。
最近很多朋友单身，嗨。。今月是单身月吗？
月老去了哪？
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晚上，cousin 来我家　。
累死我　。　
１。房间弄得乱七八糟
２。跟她说了上百次‘我很累，休息一下好吗？’，她还是说　NO
3。说了东西不要动她还是动=o=

4。可是我爱她的笑容 ，可爱 ！！

想看她吗？


-
这里


可爱吧？　^o^
还抱着我的宝宝～　
－



别说了～
ＮＥＸＴ!! （16aug）

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今天， 他来接我在放学过后　。
开心到我要死　＝）
超想他的～

~

看他的手　，　上次我的手跟他的比起来还有差。
可是为什么现在竟然跟他长度都一样了？
是我发育？还是他缩水？ＸＤ

看我开心到的猪样？　

我希望他是个IRON MAN :)

他的手，我的手。
永不放开　♥


－
我♥他




















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晚上，去亲戚朋友家吃。
没补习：）

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阿姨把我当白老鼠。
弄得我头发变成这样。
==


还可以吗？ （她还正研究着==l）
由于我头发不是很长， 又不是多过人。
所以到这样程度还可以接受。
给点脸吧

=S

recently . Enough and Gonna Custom

god ? could you tell me why recently ?


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argued with him again .

cause of.. fb , FB , FB again .
he said i add people to sibling.
i thought he said that was a time a people who i wrong accept .
but i remove oledi .
i forgot that people's name again . so i tot the people he saying is the one i remove.


after a day .
i just know that , the people who he saying is early in my sibling .
just he deleted his profile.
and the one i remove , is different human .

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im oledi trying to act like nothing and make mood good back myself.
but why when i try until upper 100% , your one sentence ''XXXXXXXXXXX''
make i down down down down down to -0 .
its -0 , you know it?

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when ur mood is back .
im really moody . thats why i ''fuyan'' your msg.

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after that ,
he was suggest :
''separate awhile''
this sentence ..
moody down and down .
no ending just down .
what should i reply Mr ?
can tell me my Mr ?
so better don't reply ? or just reply ''haha , okok :) , take care? ''
Or , ''please dont , i love you? '
Or this , ''you like?''
what i need to reply?
could you tell me?
could you? i beg you Mr.

I post this not for all to see .
just .. i wanna ..
like this i will feel better .
I'm Sorry.














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can i please u ?
can don't make your girl cry anymore ?






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i think in the end.
i will admit thats all my fault.
cause im really tired to argue ,
please god , i beg you.
i needed is happy .













AND i wanted is him.







-Whatever-











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08aug - not enough slp

yesterday sleep late . hais

early int he Morning ,
kena force to wake out with family uhhh~


- do i look like slpy woman ?

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after home .
whole day facing comp .
ass like used super glue stick with chair . LOL



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night ..
finally can eat.
lunch no eat like life in jail
kakak lazy cook .
wuuuuuuw





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07AUG - Finally i could to meet with him

finally ^^ i can see his cute face =)
who?? my beloved lu =P

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after drawing .. leave early ..
1st .. accompany him to his friend's birthd ..
went to watch Avatar the last airbender ..
nice sia de :))

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after that went to foodcourt eat dinner Hmm ..

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then , finally until Our 2 world =D
went to pc fair and meet fiona cause ngam2 she at 1b too :))

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i miss her , do she know it? =P

im BLUR =o=

bodo : )


whole day out no take dao picture with him :'(
just took dao his hand =O= , just it :'((



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My fav .. i asked aunt bought 10packs for me.
she really did it ~
i 'love die' my aunt hahahaha~





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30 July

school function ,

got performs and selling things .
Kokum's Day =)

Bought so many Things to eat , Like Cr@zy zZz .

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Standing 2 Hours . Pity Leg .


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Time to Picture =)

ivon + Sachine :)

Hayby + Messy Hair's Girl =.=











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27th , Our 6th . iloveyou THE MOST

Today , Our 6th ..
he's the longest who together with me .
i didn't can Don't ever with a guy over 5mons .
Geng lehh ? hahaz.

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one week Plus+ no see him ,
Miss Him ? Confirm GOT la !! Haiss
actually he can't Fetch me , but at the end he can !! ^^
WKAKA

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Muahssssssssssssssssssssss ♥

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My Happy Face ^3^

Saw got a teeth Ink on his hand?
Bite My Mrs LOIS WONG :_ ))
cant see too clear cause his hand full of hair/feather , HAHAHAHHAA feather ? hahahaha
XD


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Im really happy to be with him ,
i get the best i never had before from him =)

1st time , im was knew what's the feeling of the Real [Happiness]
when he is hugging me , im feel he like my protector
when he is kissing my temple , i feel I'm His everything
He's always The Winner when we're battling talk , but no trophy =]

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hahaz , happy is ..
thinking back last time he told me he was feel happiness too when he is hugging me ^^
stupid kan ? X _D

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lucky today can meet , if not ...
H A I S ``
CRY tu .. :'(


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baby i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee u muchees ♥

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sorry that when u asking me said : happy ma 6months ?
i answer Not , hahaz . Cause nt enough laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa =P

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what i hope again now ?








# play piano ''yiruma's - Love me'' To me =P

# Hold my hand don't leave me at corner =)

# Dont fierce to me , i will ''giao = cry de ..

# and , PAST UP YOUR HOMEWORK , WRITE 100 TIMES '' I LOVE LOIS WONG ''
u this ah , lie me say got type in phone , lie ghost ah .
knock ur head tu !! X) .. sayang2 =)

# Don't Drive Fast even you're Rushing to Korea =P

# Others , many many =P

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# and say I hate u =P (J O K I N G)
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i wanna be yours forever , May i ?
sure can de kan ? i know de X_D













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I LOVE U CAVAN CHUA VI HANG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gila liao '''@_X















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25th Sunday , Family + Missing Him

with Family go Warisan HengLong Eat ,

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Cut my Front Hair , like no any different right ?
ORI LOLS WANG :)


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With Auntie , Hais
so sad that don't know why just can show the half Picture .
Half Gone . ARK !! ''
SUCKSSSSS PHONE ! ````````````````` >o< !

the Day again no see my beloved :'(













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24 Jul - Not Understanding

why fb so sucks ?
sometimes delet my msg nvm , remove my actinities NVM ..
but i didnt accept anything please dont post it written i ACCEPTED okay !
haisssss ` !!
tired that.
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sad that is , owaz argue with him also cause of that SUCK FB .
is it quit then wont argue anymore?
i hope that so .

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and please dont send me any family request .
Stop sending Please !!
i wont accept anymore.

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hais !! what to do now ?
next tuesday is 27th , Our 6mons
is it he still remember it ?


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Mood Down .






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21st

see the flower after 4days .
Hais``` !!


my babe Glass ^^


Night , TUITIONNNNN :(




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20 JULY

0today im the earliest to school LOL


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Night Smk Bahang . is it nice? :)

18th

to drawing class .
haiss` he cant come :(
cant see him uh :(
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FINALLY DONE ^^

see this , draw by teacher !! O.O

see my tired face :(





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