31st of May

today morning 10pm wake ..
first time sure find my cav =)
suddenly told me he was force to beaufort ..
so i keep ask him CAREFUL DRIVE :D
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afternoon had to tuition :(
tired =.=
my brain boom soon !!
cause its maths ! very complicate :S
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night .. have to tuition again
hey !! im busy LOL
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finally done all tuition today ^^
baby cav was told me that he was feel happiness
when we sit at stair yesterday
hahahahhahahaha he is very very very stupid one :3
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im waiting tomorrow ..
SWIMMING :)

30th May

morning ,
went to beverly eat FISH ..
one word , DELICIOUS !!
cheap also , 5 peoples just 80 ++
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go home almost 11pm .
waiting 2pm to drawing class and see my cav ~^^~
who is cav ? my baby lor ^^
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2pm ,
go to upstair , still close ..
so go down easyway meet cav 1st .
finally can wear our couple necklace ..
FINALLY !! LOL
we talk about yesterday my post.
a girl who just 15 years old and get hit by a man ..
after explain whole story to him .
im was asked . do u will like this to me?
haha . he answer : crazy? i wont.
~^^~
lucky he answer this. if not ..
i think my name is in a death note list :S
and we also take a lot pictures . crazy ? no. its our memories ^^
all are saved in his phone :D

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almost 3pm .
should be leave and to my class ..
manatau !! when i look at the door . still closed ..
and then when i look up !! ..
got a paper write "holiday for harvest festival"
zzz .. im stupid .. waste time only LOL !!
after that cav fetch me to lintas walk walk ^^
when in car :)

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the ring ♥
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hahas .
damn funny is ..

at lintas new building ..
no shop no people.. blank ==
then we go to toilet ..
boy confirm go boys toilet right ?
when i into girls toilet .. and out to wash hand ..
he tiba2 come in .. hahahaha
my baby CA is very cute >< -
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not long ..
leave .. when getting out of lintas area ..
miss frenz's milk shake ..
he turn back to frenz and buy for me . HAHAHAHA but i forgot what name
and then he just guess. but lastly also bingo ! hahas. clever baby
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and then back to damai ..
we go upstair and sit on stair and talk talk ..
take pictures again ..
ahahahas ..
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take 1

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fated to love . my beloved
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have more again .
but which i dint upload is just for me and him ♥
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FEB's us

his old look.
eheee , for me .. he is cute
<3>♥
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7pm .. stomache suddenly .
OH NO!
maybe i dint eat ?
but that time no time for dinner . cause i need rush to tuition.
i cant postphone if not no time out with cav again :(
so just tahan to there. wuhoo.
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9pm ..
reached home ..
still feel got abit pain but. better than just now ..
at home blogging and post picture about today and him ♥

happy that when i keep viewing those picture ~^^~
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feel today time past so fast ..
suddenly see .. already nearing 12am LOL
have to sleep . goodnight :)

i like that when receive his goodnight message ♥ ^^ ♥

29th

wake up online ..
wuhoo .. today is my babe turn to eat 'siao mai' with his family :D
recently family like crazy .. weekend keep go 'fu ping // royal china' eat breakfast
eat 'siao mai eat until sien =S
and he told me that my black spec are selling rm8 one.
TT . this i knew long time ago . i just remain normal but ..
my heart is pain cause i get lied LOL T.T
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afternoon , drawing class
he come again ^^
hais .. cause i keep rush .. FORGOT TO BRING THE RING AGAIN ! T.T
hais ..
but he sad again cause he saw i chat with boys.
aiyuu ~~ no next time le.
so i gave all my account password and emails.
hahah . see me so good muahahahahah !
baby, promised again i wont find or either who find me i also will tell u.
~^^~
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reach home ...

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真實感動心靈故事-15歲女孩莉莉下身和乳房被刻字的故事-令人憤怒! 那男的真事禽獸不如
還有麻煩大家轉載下讓大家看看這个禽獸不如得男人
莉莉是馬邊縣人，由于家境貧困，小學畢業後便輟學了。經人介紹，莉莉来到縣城的一家農家樂當服務員。在這里，莉莉認識了同縣的宋永强。36歲的宋永强對這个天真可愛的小妹妹十分喜歡，單純的莉莉也把他當叔叔對待。宋永强常常幫助莉莉干活，兩人漸漸熟絡起來。
“宋叔叔對我很好，我也很喜歡他。”生活的困难讓莉莉很少享受到父母的愛，而宋叔叔無微不至的關心，令莉莉十分感動。直到有一天，宋永强向莉莉表白了愛意，這可把她嚇了一大跳。“我一直把他當成自己的叔叔。”看着足足比自己大21歲的宋永强，莉莉很猶豫。此時的宋永强早與别人有過事實婚姻，還有一個14歲的孩子。但是想到平時宋永强對自己的好，莉莉也没有表示反對。
没過多久，宋永强提出要带莉莉到成都打工。莉莉試着告訴父母，遭到强烈反對。可是，在宋永强的再三鼓動下，莉莉毅然背着父母跟随他來到成都打工，而莉莉的夢魇般的生活也由此開始。
6月27日，宋永强帶着莉莉來到成都，并在簇橋龍井村2組租下一間平房安頓下來。随後，宋永强找了份在鞋廠当保安的工作，兩个年齡相差整整21歲的人就這樣生活在了一起。剛開始，宋永强對莉莉很好，嘘寒問暖，但等到莉莉找到工作後，情况就慢慢发生了變化。
莉莉在餐館里緊緊干了兩三天，宋永强便强行要她將工作辭去。宋永强告诉莉莉，現在外面很复雜，她很容易就被人騙了。無奈之下，莉莉只好辭職。從那以後，宋永强便讓莉莉呆在家里，不讓她出去找工作。
没過多久，宋永强也失去了工作，而他對莉莉也越來越疑心。由于莉莉在工作时認識了幾名異性朋友，宋永强對此大為光火，他認為莉莉在外“偷人”，背叛了他。為此，宋永强開始對莉莉拳腳相加，從那時起也就一發不可收拾。他摘下了對莉莉呵護備至的面具，常常對莉莉大打出手。
8月31日上午11時許，兩名朋友來找莉莉玩，當3人走到簇橋某廠場時，莉莉的背上被人猛拍了一下。她扭頭一看，看到的卻是宋永强那張因生氣而扭曲的臉，她嚇得一句話也說不出來。宋永强狠狠瞪了莉莉身邊那兩名小伙子一眼，便拉着她回到了家中，莉莉的噩夢由此開始。
回到那間狹小的出租屋，宋永强指着莉莉大罵起来，越罵越氣的他順手給了莉莉兩耳光，“婊子”“偷人”等字眼不斷地從宋永强的口中涌出。仍不解恨的宋永强不知從哪里掏出了一張刀片，并將莉莉死死壓在床上。此時，莉莉根本不知道他要干什麼，等到宋永强的刀片朝着莉莉的臉上狠狠地劃了兩下後，巨大的痛楚讓莉莉失聲尖叫起來。
“你叫吧，你越叫我越要劃得深。”此時的宋永强已完全瘋狂，刀片對着莉莉的臉一下又一下，莉莉只感覺到臉上越來越痛，也不知道宋永强到底劃了多少刀。莉莉的嗓子也叫啞了，實在忍受不了的她苦苦哀求：“求求你住手，我再也不叫了。”
“你這句話說得太晚了。”宋永强狞笑着，繼績揮舞着刀片。弱小的莉莉此時已成了一隻任人宰割的羔羊，血順着她的臉上流了下來，她漸漸感覺不到疼痛了。
随後，已完全失去理智的宋永强撕開莉莉的衣服，瘋狂地在她的胸部刻下了“騷”“淫”兩個字。此時，莉莉已没有呼救的能力，她只能任由宋永强擺佈。接着，宋永强又用藍藥水和中性筆墨塗在血跡未干的字跡上，“看你還敢不敢背着我偷人。”對于自己的“杰作”，
宋永强似乎很滿意。直到精疲力竭的宋永强倒頭大睡，莉莉才感到渾身火燒火燎的痛。
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第二天，醒來的宋永强似乎也為昨晚自己的暴行感到内疚，他讪讪地試圖與莉莉說話。面無表情的莉莉呆呆地躺在床上，死死地盯着天花板，渾身的疼痛讓她吃不下一點東西。随後，宋永强便離開了暫住地。
晚上，當宋永强回到家時已是滿身酒氣，“你是个賤人，你背叛我。”他劈头對着莉莉罵道。此時，宋永强的眼睛已被嫉妒和猜忌的火焰燒得紅紅的。當又一次看到宋手上寒光閃閃的刀片時，莉莉忍不住渾身颤抖起來。没等莉莉反應过木來，宋永强一把扯下她的褲子，將她按在床上，口中還威脅着讓莉莉不准反抗，甚至連動也不准動，否則他就要弄死她。接着，宋永强用刀片在莉莉的大腿上刻字，先是左邊大腿，接着是右邊大腿，一刀一刀，血流了滿地。最後，完全失去人性的宋永强甚至在莉莉的下身也刻起字來。
莉莉撕心裂肺的喊叫，没有得到任何回應。宋永强做完這一切，莉莉已痛得昏死过去。當她醒來時，宋永强已跪在了她的面前：“莉莉，你原諒我好不好，以後我會對你好的。”宋永强哀求着，要莉莉諒解自己。此時的莉莉大腿上血肉模糊，下身也劇痛無比。突然，宋永强又開始發狠，他叫囂着要去找莉莉的那兩名朋友。随後，宋永强冲出了家門。眼看着宋永强消失的身影，莉莉猛地醒悟過來，此時的她什麼東西也顧不上帶，倉皇从暫住地跑了出來。随後，莉莉給自己的朋友打去電話，并在朋友的陪伴下，來到派出所報案.
案情引起了派出所的高度重視。凌晨3時許，當案偵民警來到龍井村2组宋永强的租住房時，他正在呼呼大睡。在房間内，民警諆搜出了大量的雷管。宋永强稱，這是他准備用于和莉莉同歸於盡的。
昨日下午，記者在簇橋派出所里見到了莉莉。經歷過這一埸劫難後，這個有着一雙美麗眼睛的女孩顯得十分麻木，只有她臉上那一道道醒目的傷痕訢說着這個15歲女孩曾經遭受過的折磨。
當記者問莉莉是否知道自己的身上被宋永强刻下了字時，莉莉先點點頭，接着又輕輕搖了摇頭。她說，她知道胸口上的字，至于大腿和下身的字就不知道了。“我自己用小鏡子照着看，可我認不來那是什麼字。”莉莉的聲音很低。“那你照過鏡子，看過自己的臉吗？”莉莉摇頭，她說她不敢照鏡子看自己的臉。
據簇橋派出所教導員谢守亮介紹，由于莉莉不愿再回暫住地，而她的遭遇也十分令人同情，一名民警自愿將她接到自己的家中暫住。谢教導員還表示，在案情調查完畢後，派出所將積極與相關部門進行聯系，對莉莉進行妥善安置。被擋獲的宋永强對自己的暴行供認不諱。目前，宋永强已被警方刑事拘留，此案還在進一步調查之中。
對話篇
莉莉：我一直當他是叔叔
記者：你知道他为什麼這麼做嗎？
莉莉：他說我偷人。
記者：那你有没有背叛過他？
莉莉：没有。反正他看到我和别的男的說話就要打我。
記者：事情完結後，你打算回家嗎？
莉莉：不回去。
記者：為什麼？
莉莉：不想讓父母擔心。
記者：你知道這些字可能無法清洗嗎？你知道這對一個女孩來說，意味着什麼嗎？
莉莉：……(沉默，不停流淚)
記者：你愛他嗎？
莉莉：我一直當他是叔叔。
宋永强：她多次“背叛”了我
記者：你為什麼會在她身上刻字呢？
宋永强：我當時喝了酒，事後我很后悔，我還跪着給她道歉。
記者：還有其他的原因吗？
宋永强：她背叛了我，而且不是一次，是很多次。
記者：你覺得和這個比你小21歲的女孩之間的感情是愛情嗎？
宋永强：我很愛她
，她腳上穿的凉鞋都是我給她買的。

記者：那你認為她愛你嗎？
宋永强：……(變得焦慮不安，聲稱自己身體很難受，不再接受採訪)
當我第一次看到這帖子時,我才感到作為一個女人的悲哀,出了這種人難道僅僅是他自己心理造成的.社會,國家不采取相應的措施杜絕使的此類事件發生.頻繁的出現類似事件,卻在以事後打擊此類事件標榜提升自己~~
社會對於目前曾經充滿憧憬的我來競還是太過于現實了!
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night gonna to tuition , hais .................................................................................!!!

28th ♥

the last day work at bata ♥
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12pm,
he bring me to eat.
hais , today i bring the ring but his ring get take by his mom ..
aiyayaya ~~

but lastly , we dint eat , just buy YOYO LOL
cause i dont give him eat chicken rice :D
but after i leave he also go eat with father WUWU
hais ..
after leave, miss him suddenly ..
dont know why? ARK ~ crazy @@
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back to shop ,
workers say they will miss me
wuhoo , they say cause i owaz make them laugh LOL
and they like my childish act =.=
am i funny? wuuuuwuuu
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night time , lazy buy food so go home just eat ..
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at home , online + eat eat
and editing pictures about me and him ♥

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his hand
bite by ms.Lois Wong :P

27th ♥ our 3rd =)

so unlucky that is ,
my kakak take my couple ring to my aunt.
haiya! actually wanna give each other de ma! manatau!
spoiler ! nvm .. ask my father take back.
kakak is senka !! >.<

my lovely icecream ♥



eat eat.. waw full .. LOL and then we walk walk + talk talk lol ..
HAPPY ^^
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cause my aunt need to talk with my school bus uncle. so i must go home by that. haha. he fetch me to school and then accompany me to wait that uncle. haiya!! wait almost one hour ..
uncle still keep say arrive soon arrive soon ..
ahaha. finally reached . we 'SAID' muahs muahs + bye and then leave already luh
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after that to home bath + eat and then get ready to tuition ~
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after home , online .. viewing + edit pictre about today ♥♥27♥♥ i like it ! ^^
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babe , 3 months is not enough for me .
if i wanna? its 'forever'
if u overseas , i willing wait for you. really babe.

still the same :)

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suddenly log in back fs , view back my old face , with my dearest friends .
and then view back now my face , attitude , smile , like no change. .
dont know how to describe?
old look feel like got abit kid .. now still ok ..
view bacj again my edited picture , look nice.
but now , i dint edit any picture , dont know how if i edit back?
i will focus on it haha ..

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when was my thirteen :S

im the wearing hat that one ,
no front hair . all tight up like a good student :D
and thin right? i also dont know why im so thin .. hahaha
beside me that ghost its fiona ,
her hair is LONG when that moment :D

my hair is curl , like a child style .
emo emo. ahhahaha
just know how to use blinkie eye liner HAHA
that time im thin . but now? wuhoo FAT T.T
i still remember its took at cp with Elaine .
that's her old hair hahahaha
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when was fourteen :D

straight hair ..
not long. change to curl again . HAHA

until 2009 December , change to straight.
cause already bored with curl . hahaa
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curl or straight nicer?
(this s when im fifteen :) )

now , try to cut short abit my hair .
i never try before so recent look is like this
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like no change right?
still the same Lois
i like it^^

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today is teacher's day .
just have perform at school .. don't have classes.
so better don't go .. just stay at home :D
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almost 10am ,
with father go lintas eat shang nyiuk mee : )
haha. long time dint eat with him ..
happyyyy :))))))
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after home.
finally my husband online .
not long. he have to go to car shop ..
hais .. he is not confirm that what time home ..
no matter , i wait him ^^
6pm just offline :P
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online online , listen song listen song .
BORED ARK ..
think back. better to school ? hais .. im stupid ==
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almost 5pm , he not back yet. wait until die soon T.T
damn 'that people' made my father take my sim.
my father also dont know busy what until no time buy for me.
ark ! no phone = cant sms with him . what to do?
wait tomorrow lor .. hais .
eh !!!
tomorrow !! ?? 27th !! ??
ahahahah
is the date which i keep waiting for ..
3rd months .. waiting tomorrow ^^
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babee arh.. please arh !! go home please ..
BORED T.T

24th - 25th

- 24th -
exam again ..
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after school , he fetch me again :P
went to hk recipe eat.
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him and mine ♥

wuhoo , dumpling become more small :(

then home le..
and then i left my diary to him ..
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written something inside which will make him broken heart.
sorry my husband , i know its my wrong but . i wont do the next time.
really , really. i wont betray anymore .. sorry
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im was called elaine to talk talk talk ..
so spoil was that time my phone suddenly cant send msg. ark suck !
luckily shu yi try to send credit to me i just can continue explain to my husband .
until 7 like that..
dad was back . he was angry to talk phone with someone.
i think is 'the human'
he suddenly wanted my sim . after i gave him i ask 'y?'
he said dont use this number again. later someone will keep disturb me. LOL
so .. no sim but still have phone LOL
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when at tuition , keep worrying about me and him .
until night, borrow aunt phone to tell him that my sim are take by father

- 25th -
my hand was injured cause. . . hais dont know why so childish suddenly. LOL
26th is the last day exam , but all guess cause i no heart for it .
after school , he fetch ..
i keep say no next time and explain explain ..
almost 2 - 3 hours.
finally , he is forgive me ..
thank you my babe , i really wont do next time. really .
i wont trust what people said then just follow then . I WONT ANYMORE
i just will trust my heart .. and You :)
babe , i love u

22 - 23 May

- 22nd May -
today start work at bata for two days.
i miss there badly !!
long time dint stand for long time.
so my leg easily tired T.T
i work there cause i really miss there store room.
is it stupid me? HAHA
in the afternoon , 'he' bring me to eat.
^^
and actually plan midnight out but i thought he at home sleeping so i cancel.
but when ..

- 23rd -

he no tell me when he sleep again~
im was angry .
but when he was told me that yesterday night he had been waited for me
alone at cyber for nothing ~
i just know . its my fault . wuhoo~
sorry
but i also dont know where u are ma..
haissss
sorry la ~
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and today is the last day i work ~
got abit 'bu she de'
but i feel that today is tired than yesterday LOL.
boss was spend us to eat. haha~
tanks him ..
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and about my father , he will arrive at 12AM !!
so i can see him after school !!
but still need to wait.
hais . i wanna kiss him !! ^^
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my babe boy , dont jealous. ahahhahahaha!!!
goodnights my friends : )

17 - 21 May

less online recently.

monday(17th) - Friday(21st)
cold weather + argue with him ..
hais .. also dont know why?
i think we are getting to the end soon~
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life like simple ..
school ~ home , tuition .
so busy.
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argue again .
cause sunday im busy so cant out with him .
he , disappointed again .
so thats why we argue started again ~
hais . recently i also troubling about something.
i tot he know?
but actually he dont know .
after school reached home still argue argue ..
then i told him that ___ im troubling of ..
from that time i just knew he dont know about that at all ..
sorry babee , i tot u know that .
and that time i also rush to drawing class .
then he came to easyway , and i told him all about that ..
that time are the 1st time very seriously to talk each other .
wuhoo ~
but im was had a little bit sad when i leave cause .. i also dont know why .
but when after went back to drawing class.
he was message me to apologize ..
im was shocked cause i tot he will more angry that i dint tell him at all~
manatau ~ heeeee :)
so we fine back le ^^

16th May 2OlO

early in the morning accompant 2 aunts + uncle to eat breakfast at Royal China
i think is 9 am .. for me is SOOOOOO EARLY T.T
my eyes is bengkak .. maybe not enough sleep ?
but yesterday night before 12am oledi fall asleep :S
so less people went to Royal China , just have 3 tables customers. all blank
pity .. but when went to fu ping . FULL OF PEOPLE LOL ~ >o<
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hais just go home . ARGUE
decided so sms him tell 'him' that im back .
but 'he' was faster than me .
he thought that i dont care 'him' .
if 'he' find me i just will choi 'him' . but im not la babee
sorry that im was late to find u
we stop sms from 11am until 7pm i think . T.T
keep waiting but finally he find me on msn ~^^~
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today at drawing class .
2 hours just draw 1/4 of my art paper
and teacher told me i still have 5 classes missed .
T.T so many !! ??

hope can done my art as fast as ^^

12 - 15 May

- 12 may -
school .. life like simple
but 'him' need to sandakan ~
so he cant fetch me ~~
miss him suddenly T.T

- 13 may -
misssss him too much .
my friend (sachine) is pity i think.
cause i keep repeat 'his' name around her ear.
cause she is side beside me~ AHAHAH !
'he' is pity cause need be driver drive back to kk ~
wuhoo~
careful babee :)

- 14 may -
finally 'he' is back ~^^~
we went to watch Kidnapper 《绑匪》

i feel still ok la.
actually we not watch it ..
is ipman2 . but not enough time to watch . cause too late
so watch that lor .
after watch ..
and i accompany him to find his keyboard ..
waw . i saw (sofie wong 'yee cheong') , and my bro's friend =.=
sofie dint school lea. then do what is dint study?
sofie , wish u happy everyday and night :)

- 15 May -
today go to school for 'gotong - royong'
haha . im bad ..
they do until tired but i stil siting there .. XD
cause i dont know how to do bhaaa :D
but i also got help to sweep floor ~
tired T.T
almost 11pm. can leave oledi ..
'he' come to fetch me ~
friends was followed me to cp ..
after reached .buy ticket..
finally able to watch ipman2 , after bought ticket,
bring them to check eyes degree .
finally can be with him without 'light'
HAHAHA ~
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after watch ...
i feel that ipman1 more nicer than ipman2
HAHA ~
and im was bite him .. teeeheeee :D

HAPPY DAY

11st May

today finally receive my things which bought from haiyo mall XD
is a blinky spec and ***** : )
actually dont want to give he know that ***** ..
manatau ~~
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he fetch me again~
accompany him to kara buy his earphone ..
lol.. when he get that .. happy like a kid.
hahaha! sarlao ~~
weehee :)
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today got a cource of teach us 'how to get best answer when exam'
actually want to listen .. but busy talk with novel ~ ahhaha!
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and the ..
i hating someone now !!
damn much !! very much !!
why him want like this say me?
always at school comment me but im still act never mind but ..
now ~~ i cant tahan already ..
he told people that i said *something bad about someone ,
but i dint la ! are him got abit crazy ?
i hate that ~ ok~
><
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keep nudge my boy msn ..
like no feeling ~~ LOL HIM !!!
>o<
i miss u la T.T

Monday

dint online a day ..
so update on tuesday(today)
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school dint have tuition already~
so can go home early ~~
haha~
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today my boy is busy ..
wuhoo~ so he just fetch me home ..
but im miss him badly wuwu~
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and thanks Elaine , Shuyi , and Novel ..
thanks for the present ..
~^^~
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and sleep early at night
HAHA ! so guai ? sure lor XD

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mother's day ♥

today is mother's day
sure have a lot people bring their own mummy out to breakfast, luch or diner .
or me? stay at home.
cause .. she is in my heart .
although i cant see her , but she can see me .
mummy - I LOVE YOU

♥

later afternoon have to go to drawing class .
1 week dint already. i have to hardworking ..
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super junior new album is coming soon

미인아 BONAMANA ^^

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yesterday 3am just can sleep ..
hais .. BadNights i had

O8 May - NOT SO IS MEANING JUST NORMAL , NO ANY FEEL IN MY DICTIONARY

morning ..
went to cut hair ..

my hair is become like this ..
is it shorter than before ?
my hair more shorter 15 cm ..
T.T

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after cut hair online awhile and tuition..
after tuition ~ accompany aunt to cp eat ..
at there.
i like saw someone .. im not confirm its him or not.
but .. my feel is just like normal ~
no happy . no sad .
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sorry to my boy , im sorry that to say ' NOT SO '
when u asked me did i happy to saw him ~
my not so is just meaning like normal . no happy or anything
saw him then? nothing can change status about me and you
i'm ur girl , you're confirm is my boy too ..
sorry make u sad again .. i knew im always useless or stupid ..
sorry .. im sorry babe.
i will waiting u come back from church..
i will waiting ..
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tomorrow is MOTHER"S day ..
although i cant send anything to my mom .
DEAR MOM ~ wish u happy on heaven ..
and bless us life happiness =)
miss u badly , dear mom

O7th May

morning .. i dint talk anything with auntie ..
schooling , maybe have a lot of friends there ..
so i cant get better my mood as fast..
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finish school , my boy fetch me ..
i accompany her to pc pair at 1b
lol.. so many people ..
and .. i saw jamie ~ LOL ..
she is beaty but that time im without make up..
look like ghost oh gosh !
and my boy look like a kids.
why? cause he bought a new pendrive ..
i like the way you are babee ~
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but he was angry cause i say i will watch ipman with my friends
then he feel disappointed cause i watch with friends also dont watch with him ..
but i tot he as just playing with me?
sorry , its my fault .. but im not serious talk with u~ im just playing..
but finally we are fine back ^^
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when im home ..
starting talk with aunt ..
i think she is starting better with me?
i think so ..
when i think back what i say yesterday ..
i tot it is just a dream .. but its real ..
started feel thats my wrong .. hmm
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next week , maybe exam?
hais .. need to study hard again~

and now, have something to show here ..
my friend ask me to post it ..
hope him get better .. and please change your attitude
i wont like it ~
he is a horse : )

-Nothing to left-
In this world nothing left for me
I love her but she dont's love me
When i was a useless boy
Then i saw my first love in this world
At the first i see
i see her in a chinese school
At the first i see
I couldn't stop falling love with her, it was amazing until now it was over
I afraid to face her in front at her
So i always look at her behind
Then my classmate laugh at me that i don't know how to pick a hot one
For me she just like red rose for me
Since that i know that she had boy friend
I had been heartbroken, the feeling just like a lighting heated at my heart
All my hope just disappear in suddenly i have losing all my hope but i still supporting her
I hope that she can have a wonderful day
But after day i can feel that her relationship is getting better and better
hurt my feeling
when i saw this weal
After that incident i try forget her but i cant if my condition get worse and worse each day
I was upset but at last i can saw her smile every day in school
I want is to give her a peace..... The one i have falling is '********'

LOVE IS AN UNKNOWN

MY BIRTHDAY

in the morning .. at school ..
thanks all my friends for my birthday wishes.
thanks alot ~
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afternoon
i skip classes
cause my boy bring me out to play ..
1st went to mcd eat ..
for sure i eat my icecream la .. he eat his things.
afther that we go to watch movie-iron man2
it is nice ~~ i like it
and i told him that i dint wash my wound ..
LOL .. after wash we go to car park and he is front of me
to see i wash my wound . T.T
i kena force .. SO SPICYYYYYY !!
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and then , he told me he was accident just now ..
pay money to the people so cant buy present to me ..
but .. when im getting down from car ..
he take a bigger box to me from behind of his car ..
waw ~ im shocked
lucky rain .. if nt .. actually is ..
when my bag at behind then .. when i take it i saw myself ..
lucky really rain .. if not i more shock ^^
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he send a pinkie bear to me..
medium size la.. not so big also ~
at home , got it accompany me ..
outside got him ..
total got 2 husband ~ haha
no la. just joke .. for sure i treat the bear like him ..
when i missing him .. i cant hug it ..
but from tonight , i will hug it slp until forever : )

my pinky

♥

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but .. today i dint go to tuition cause i sleep ..
5pm just go home lea .. how come dont tired?
slp until 6 like that .. woke suddenly ..
so? online lor~~
hmm ..
aunt was scold me cause i dint sleep ..
but i got sleep la ..
i think is kakak saw i online just now when come in to out clothes .
aunt starting angry ..
scold scold scold .. OK I TAHAN~
when she is bathing ..
i go to downstairto watch tv cause dont wanna to hear she scold me
later i cant tahan then argue ..
manatau after she bathed .. she is go down to shut down the tv and ask i go sleep..
that time .. i can tahan already !!
argue is starting ..
so i go up with taking my laptop ..
and then she scold scold scold until keep ask my bro to shut down the laptop .
im was angry .. and .. she was hurt cause i say 'something'
until she cried .. sorry my aunt ..
and .. she was slap me ..
i tahan .. i wont attack cause she is my aunt ..
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babee husband ,
i will listen to u ,
i will tahan .. although she scold me again .. just tahan .. and tahan


- had a bad birthday -

UNHAPPY BEFORE MY BIRTH

the next day although is my birth day ,
if u , for sure u will happy right?
but for me , today , UNHAPPY
two times , is twice !! TWICE !!
what twice or two times? @@
is .. FALL DOWN
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the 1st ,
when i going to computer lap ..
my friend is playing with his friends.
suddenly want to past them .. tiba2 his leg is terlanggar me ~
then piakk~
he said how many times sorry to me .. but NO EXCUSE LOL~
but finally i also forgive~ cause he dint fault also ..
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the 2nd is,
i play until sot ~
hmm~ they play using neck tie to 'fin' people ..
so i learn lor ..
manatau 2 vs me ..
that time im standing at chair ..
when i jump down .. miss skill ..
maybe jump too fast ..
leg injured .. keep bleed ..
T.T
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after go home.. put medicine and sleep ..
recently feel myself FAT already.
cause feel my stomach as long as big !! OMG !!
TT .. my friends said it too
causes this few days i keep eat many at school ..
dont know why keep hungry recently LOL
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7pm, going to tuition : )
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9pm , home already ..
online ..
and .. saw my babee friends wish me happy birthday
tankss all my babee friends ~
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haha .. my boy is counting down together with me ..
im joke .. but him .. really count .. stupiak him ~ ahhhaha!
hate that dont know suddenly cant open my webcam ~
he cant see me but i can see him ^^
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12am !!
finally times up ~
i happy that my boy post a birthday wish when 12am ~
ahahaha
i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee that much ~
i say i want star be my birthday present.
he stupiak until act like really go take.
ahahha~ ^^
i like the way he is

♥

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12.30am sleep
listen to someone ,
know who?
MY BOSS , CAVAN CHUA
LOL ~
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honeydreams ya :)

THE 4th

schooling ..
in the morning , gave pricipal scold us always escape class.
waw? WHERE GOT ?
stand for one hour to hear she 'ojibala'
if escape again , she will close our class and which students wanna
continue study .. join another classes ..
i think more better like this .. cause all my babe friends at different classes..
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i dont like weather recently..
just rain not for long time then the sun come out again ~
so hot lar ..
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and recently ,
suddenly interesting in make up ..
LOL ? i try to draw eye liner .. but .. not nice ..
make i lazy to learn liao~
so i wanna meow meow cat to teach me..
MEOWWWW~ ! I NEED U ~ haha
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and about my ♥
he is pity today .. stand whole day at workshop for waiting his babe car..
so tonight , he is sleep earlier than me LOL
but good also .. i cant sleep lately ! ahahaha
JJOOKKEE !!
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( and thanks for my friends who send me birthday wishes early )
♥THANK YU♥
♥terima kasih♥
♥谢谢♥

NORMAL

i hate school on monday ,
need to di kh project .. make i so tired !
but .. our school will holidays 3 weeks cause our school need comtinue build the next building ..
so maybe after 3 weeks. we get new classes ! ^^
but .. 4 storey .. walk sei us .. L O L S
after school
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my boy fetch me ..
that time , so so so tired ..
he ask i watch movie ?
LAZY~
walk walk ?
LAZY
maybe like this make him nyiaak to out with me ..
SORRY babee ..
and in the car .. haha ! cause of a milk tea ..
our keep move while is driving ~
is it dangerous.. wuhoo
cause i cant drink bha.. : (
but i wont drink also de la..
listen to him : )
hmm ..
THURSDAY SOON ! SOON !
any festival ?
guess yourself X D
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recently , keep listen a same song .

思念它一直都不肯,

離開夾著那些治不好的傷害,

一邊看你愛護我,傷害我,像還不懂事的小孩.

應該哭著還是笑著放開?

我徹底被你打敗 （擁抱了又被推開）,

我已不懂 好與壞,黑與白,愛到底是不是存在.

我學著你口吻重複以前的字句,自導自演的悲劇.

你走了, 我還繼續..每一天同時間都有那一場大雨發燒怎么能痊愈?

催眠我 ,用破碎的甜蜜. oh愛 .. 最後它是一種<<出賣>>,

最後都失去了'期待',所以愛消失得會那么快,那么快,那么快.

oh愛 舍不得你完美姿,

態我相信你說的未來~

我們的愛到底回得來? 回不來? 在不在?

i like the lyric : )


GoodNights♥

MAY o2nd

last night out without my boy agrement.
he is angry .. argue lu ..
keep explain and told him i saw a girl kip post comment to him ..
im her girl , sure will sensitive sometimes right?
hmm ..
skip skip skip ..
he go to sleep , my honey dream msg also dont have.
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until 5am i just can sleep ,
then 6 woke again tot want to school !
LOL
after wake cant sleep back
cause saw my face .. (bengkak + red)
LOL WHAT HAPPENED ! ?
then i dont care ..
ONLINE ..
until 9am .. went to visited doctor ..
she said : i think u maybe not enough sleep, drink more water .
LOL ..
hais .. after reach home ,
stomach act .. dont know i cant drink herb tea cause ..... haha
hmm .. pain pain p a i n f u l
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night day .
get new from sarah ..
something made i happy !!
cause .. 'he' had been throw away by his love : )
and something ..
TO SARAH : GAMBATAE FOR UR BATTLE ! MUST WIN ! ^^
what battle? shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ ^^
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and ..
Leonie get some happened.
hais. her friends problems.
but i think leonie wasn't wrong.
LEONIE I SUPPORT U ^^
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and .. i need to tanks 'him' cause no him .
i wont LOVE MY CAVAN CHUA ^^
I LOVE U !!!!!!!!!!!!!! TO : CAVAN CHUA

MAY O1st

12 pm
went to upperstar Lintas to eat and celebrate my birthday with family ..

no celebrate this year ..
phewww ..
but im was shocked that cause..
suddenly play the birthday song .. all sang to me .. HAPPY : )
tanks , MY DEAR PARENTS : )
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almost 1pm , rush to cp ..
on the way .. say my boy car is rushing to go also .. ahahah
he is go earlier than me but im the earlier reach cp than him ..
when i reach , rush to upstair find friend and went to see still have IP MAN tickets or not ..
but .. all sold out .. just have at 4pm
so bad luck .. or i late ? hais .. so many peoples today ..
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meet suqii and talk with her ..
she is pity today .. no friends accompany her .. maylisa xiao wen's father dont let her go suddenly cause get rain soon ..
that time .. boy was came .. ask him to buy 4pm ticket ..
so i go toilet with suqii ..
after that .. saw my phone get many miss calls by him ..
when i call him .. he angry cause i keep dont answer his call .. but i cant hear cause it is silent..
sorry my husband .. but he is forgive me already ..
after suqii walk alone to warisan .. and me and him ..
walking to warisan ourself .. hahah
we went to 'xing wang' yamcha ..
lol .. he eat again .. ahahhahahaha ( fish cake )..
he say nt delicious .. ahahah
and we drink teh C bing .. same same
that time .. carrie calling ~
she is coming ~
.. finally saw her .. she is pretty babee : ) i like her smile :D
but we dint sit together and talk .. dont knwo why? HAHA !!
when gonna to leave .. suqii calling ~
told me that she is need back soon .. so i ask her to come here for awhile ..
she was came ..
i feel sad cause of ..
get heard by suqii cynthia was in hospital .. cause something ..
babe cynthia , please take care .. dont wanna lost u from my friend list ..
and hope her boy boy will take best caring for her : )
cynthia , dont do crazy things again .. u are beauty .. dont waste time to do those
GAMBATAE and CHEER UP babee : )
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after leave .. suqii , me and him .. to cp walk walk ..
me and suqii go Gfloor to see someone .. HAHA .. shhh* (secret)
and him .. went to see lazo diamond .. is it lazo? forgot which brand already ..
he say when he work.. get salary will buy for me.. HAHA !! im waiting ..
but .. dont better , cause im the people who always lost thing T.T
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after that .. fetch suqii to her shop at inanam gong ..
boy fetch .. wkaka tanks babee driver .. no la .. is beloved. <3>.<>o< - - after that .. back to cp .. ahahah .. me and him dint walk just stay at car talking :P until 6pm
time to home .. aunt at cp .. so she fetch me home ..
and him , send me until fun square front door and then we say goodbye to each other ..
no goodbye kiss? I D K .. HAHA ~ !!
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at bata saw jiayee siaw , she is changed her spec , look more prettier babee : )
and saw nazmah(worker) , missing her : ) ..
bought a pack of fake nails from BLACK QUEEN ,
not exp , just rm10 : )
got time take picture for u : )
time to say bye with jiayee and nazmah ..
but .. just jiayee saw me .. nazmah was busy talking and serve customers ..
hais .. im really miss the memories at there .. miss the store inside ..
miss those shoes code number , and the boss ~ WKAKAKAKA !!
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aunt want to bring me to eat .. but i lazy cause really tired ..
reached home .. saw my leg was red colour .. T.T
pain .. cause wear high heels a day to walking walking ..
TIRED + PAINFUL T.T ..
and try to out the fake nails on my finger ..
after put out .. waw .. hard to put out sia.. so gum .. LOL
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my boy told me .. he eat dinner alone tonight maybe .. ahaha
pity him ..
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(any pictures today i will upload soon)

IM WAS VERY ENJOYED TODAY